ElkWood38

maybe its not about whats going on inside your head. maybe there's more to life than just how you feel and hurt. maybe there's more that you just don't want to see. maybe there's an actual existentially absolute answer and reason for every struggle you face, maybe its worth more than anything else. and maybe its not what you think or want it to be, maybe its a truth that you actually have to bend yourself to instead bending it to suit yourself. maybe its actual hope, maybe its authentic, maybe its more real than anything you've ever known. Maybe it has a name.

"Fighting and running from, turning from who we really are Cannot suppress so let's find the one we have shamed so far Flying too close to the sun as if we're invincible Cannot dictate, dominate the earth that we're living on We can't defy the loss, cut the loss that we consummate Around the world we grow weaker as we exterminate The only thing that gives, thing that brings air and light to us Wake up one day and find what we've got is so serious We are the Children of the Sun... We are the Children of the Sun... The human greed and our creed is all we have to share Knee-deep in tragical, fabrical issues everywhere Cannot replace the ones

I have this feeling that kinda follows me everywhere, like a strong feeling of tiredness. i dont always think about it, but when i do it feels like i've been walking for a really long time, like ive been living for millions of years, wandering. its like im looking for something, and i cant stop until i find it. im not sure, but i think i know what that thing is im looking for. i think it might be why im drawing the things i draw.